True Friends

True friends are really hard to find.. When you think you've found them, you'll discover that they're not.. When you've shared almost everything to them, you'll learn that they never trust you at all.. How can you call them your true friends? T_T

I have alot of friends.. I am very friendly.. I get easily attached and very trusting to them, not even thinking if they are true friends at all.. It hurts so much to learn that despite everything that you did for them, they are not your true friends at all..

Why should these people whom you have trusted so much stab you behind your back and hurt you so much? Isn't it unfair? T_T

All those times, I've done nothing for them to treat me badly and hurt me.. WHY? T_T

Jealousy.. Yes.. That's one main factor that destroys people.. I've never been jealous to them.. So why should be jealous to me? I have a point, don't I?

Smile.. That's the only thing that I can do.. Smile back to them despite everything that they are doing to me.. Smile.. I have not yet forgotten our friendship.. I still treasure and love them.. Yes.. Am I stupid or what? That's how I am.. No matter what they do, I will still call them my friends though probably they are not really my true friends..

Someday, I know I'll find those people who would accept me wholeheartedly, without jealousy.. ^_^